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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

just keep turning up

i find the word justice to be contemptible. perhaps this ramble can explain it…

suppose you are in love. perhaps you know them, or perhaps you just know they are out there somewhere. perhaps you keep turning up. wherever. but they never show. but you keep turning up. you keep wandering about, fishing for clues, going with your gut. turning up.

well that’s life. that is what life is like for all of us. it’s the business of just turning up again.

but then suppose one day you wake up and have an epiphany regarding how unfair this all is. how unjust. and so you stop turning up.

well that’s justice. it marks the death of a soul and the birth of a victim. if we look back hard enough we can find the places where that die was cast, the first betrayal, the first betrayed. those clarity-ridden moments when standards got the ok to slip.

and so you change. you think you are owed stuff. you think you’ve had a bad deal. you got parties to blame.

and once you acquire a taste for justice, you becomes something else again, something picky, isolating, patronizing and segregating. something harsh but fair.

my advice. blame noone, measure noone, just keep turning up.

and have a merry christmas.

the mee goreng of life - dear god? - well for a start at least


posted by CatWhisperer at 8:56 pm  

Monday, October 27, 2008

i ching, you ching, ching-aling-aling

i did a cast of i-ching on the shitty crap that i’m encountering, and got this…

http://deoxy.org/iching/23

relevance to me aside, could not help but notice how well it described the world.

i’m not a follower per se, but i’m open and curious. one must walk where one is lead. now the “moving hexagram” to this (what i deduce to be the next stage or step on from this reading) is described here.


http://deoxy.org/iching/22

now i guess that somewhere in between these changes there has to be some stuff, some info, some clues, some techniques, some epiphanies, some serious fun, some crazy glue, something that can hold a future together in spite of a past; stuff that makes you remain hopeful; stops you tredding in shitty mediocrity; being less victim and more hero, less polite and more meaningful, crazy rather than mad; go overboard with semi-colons semi-consciously; taking nothing seriously, making nothing sacred, except everything; ;;-)

you can save the planet and the whales and the old church steeple
but you can’t save yourself until you save all the people

sleepless in the seattle of his pants

posted by CatWhisperer at 11:33 pm  

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

many types of silence


i’ve heard many types of silence

the silence of caution
the silence of fear
the silence of cowardice
the silence of near death

of a crowd subdued
of thunder delayed
of listening too hard
of not speaking up

of a particular email
of a particular boast
of a particular female
of eggs on toast

of the wrong turn taken
of the one who got away
of the one you left behind
of the one you left her for

of every sad soul
of each suffering human

of every grain of sand

posted by CatWhisperer at 10:07 pm  

Monday, September 15, 2008

Moving on from Hello World to Hello Caractacus

According to Wikipedia

A “hello world” program is a computer program that prints out “Hello, World!” on a display device. It is used in many introductory tutorials for teaching a programming language. Such a program is typically one of the simplest programs possible in a computer language.

An example using the Java programming language looks like

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// Hello World in Java

public class HelloWorld {

  static public void main( String args[] ) {
    System.out.println( "Hello World!" );
  }
}

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Again, all this program does is output “Hello World” to the screen.

A wonderfully rich collection of Hello World program examples is maintained here.

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A slightly more complex programming task for the beginner would be a “Hello Caractacus” program. The goal of this program is to output the lyrics to Rolf Harris’ deeply philosophical song “The Court of King Caractacus. This task has more oomph to it because it requires the programmer to understand how the song builds upon itself.

I have written the following example (again in Java).

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public class HelloCaractacus {

  public static final String TITLE = "the court of king caracticus by rolf harris\n";

  public static final String [] lyrics = {
    "the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus ",
    "the noses on the faces of ",
    "the boys who put the powder on ",
    "the fascinating witches who put the scintillating stiches in the britches of ",
  };
  public static final String[] BEGINNINGS = {
   "now ",
   "if you want to take a picture of "
  };
  public static final String[] ENDINGS = {
    "were just passing by.",
    "well it's too late! coz they've just passed by!"
  };
  public static final String[] COMMANDS = {
    "[all together]"
   };

  public static void main (String [] args) {
    jotln(TITLE);
    // for each verse
    for (int i=0;i<4;i++) {
      // repeat three times
      for (int j=0;j<4;j++) {
        if (j==1) {
          jotln(COMMANDS[0]);
        }
        jot(BEGINNINGS[0]); // now
        // join the appropriate bits together
        for (int k=i;k>=0;k--) {
          jot(lyrics[k]);
        }
        jotln(ENDINGS[0]); // were just passing by
      }
      jotln(""); // blank line
    }
    // photo opportunity
    for (int i=0;i<2;i++) {
      jot(BEGINNINGS[i]);
    }
    // the longest line
    for (int k=3;k>=0;k--) {
      jot(lyrics[k]);
    }
    jotln(ENDINGS[1]); // you are too late
  }

  public static void jot(String s)   { System.out.print(s); }   // for
  public static void jotln(String s) { System.out.println(s); } // brevity

}

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The program outputs the following:

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the court of king caracticus by rolf harris

now the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus were just passing by.
[all together]
now the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus were just passing by.
now the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus were just passing by.
now the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus were just passing by.

now the noses on the faces of the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus were just passing by.
[all together]
now the noses on the faces of the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus were just passing by.
now the noses on the faces of the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus were just passing by.
now the noses on the faces of the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus were just passing by.

now the boys who put the powder on the noses on the faces of the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus were just passing by.
[all together]
now the boys who put the powder on the noses on the faces of the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus were just passing by.
now the boys who put the powder on the noses on the faces of the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus were just passing by.
now the boys who put the powder on the noses on the faces of the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus were just passing by.

now the fascinating witches who put the scintillating stiches in the britches of the boys who put the powder on the noses on the faces of the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus were just passing by.
[all together]
now the fascinating witches who put the scintillating stiches in the britches of the boys who put the powder on the noses on the faces of the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus were just passing by.
now the fascinating witches who put the scintillating stiches in the britches of the boys who put the powder on the noses on the faces of the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus were just passing by.
now the fascinating witches who put the scintillating stiches in the britches of the boys who put the powder on the noses on the faces of the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus were just passing by.

now if you want to take a picture of the fascinating witches who put the scintillating stiches in the britches of the boys who put the powder on the noses on the faces of the ladies of the harem of the court of king caractacus well it’s too late! coz they’ve just passed by!

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THOUGHTS

1. Writing Hello Caractacus is not an overly complex task. High school students should have no trouble with it. The requirement itself is clear; as an exercise in logical thinking it works well.

2. If anyone knows of a site that allows you to paste simple Java source code (like that above) and does an online compile and run, please let me know.

3. There are always more ways than one to do any task. The way I have done it here is the way my fingers prefer to do it. Quick and dirty some may say.

Alternative approaches are welcome, especially if (rather than express personal style) they add value. This is not a scenario where design patterns and other software engineering fluff should be applied. However, alternatives that are clever, obscure and playful are most welcome, provided the basic version comes first.

4. Ideally examples in other programming languages would be good to see as well. I suggest that if you are up to the task, and have a language you would like to volunteer and example, quite a collection could be built up.

posted by CatWhisperer at 9:24 pm  

Sunday, September 14, 2008

the mee goreng of life

know self, love self

laugh, create,
collaborate

love, honour,
aid, relief
give, save

cause no grief

just keep turning up - dear god? - well for a start at least


posted by CatWhisperer at 9:41 pm  

Thursday, August 21, 2008

It helps if you sing

The Internet provides many new paths back to your past, memories, emotions, smells, moments revisited.

Here our hearts can we retrace past mistakes, see the forks in the road we took, feel and ponder, maybe learn something, and, thus enlightened, exercise a fitter version of ourselves, seeing that we must evolve from our hearts if we are to increase our potential to create a better future.

You can seek out your history and your past in here, retrace some steps, search for clues, see if you can find out why you are the way you are, and why you are where you are.

One thing a history of mistakes can teach you is a little humility, and with it, a better vision, as you realize that there is little to fear, and that we might as well just live from our heart.

And that would be an end to survival of the fittest.

And then an end to looking back, an end to history, it having served its purpose, it will be all in front of us.

But it must come from the heart. That battered old up thing that is likely held together with all manner of diversion and cliches. It is that worn out and dishonoured beast that will have to bear the brunt of the load.

And what is being put on the Internet is of increase exponential.

It helps if you sing.

posted by CatWhisperer at 10:31 pm  

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Australia’s gift to the world

It’s a game, borne of our convict streak. Its working class and its tough, and for protection, all you get is a mouth guard.

The fitness levels are awesome. The opponent is brutal but he is never the enemy. It’s violence with manners! And if its a derby*, then its a civil war with manners!

The umpires are as fit as hell. The commentators know the game and the players inside out. It’s totally fair dinkum and its Australia’s gift to the world.


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*derby - when two teams from the same state play against each other.

posted by CatWhisperer at 2:01 pm  

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Codependency et al - the upside

how popular is the upside of blaming your partner and/or wanting to cure him/her - being the hero - “i love my man and i have scars to prove it” - you get to feel like a martyr (warm fuzzy) when you should just be moving on (common sense) - you love too much but its the wrong sort of love

there is always an upside (payoff) to our misery - its why we linger on it and are so reluctant to get over it - having someone to blame is a great comfort as it allows us to down tools and erect monuments to the damage done

having been sinned against, justice dictates we stay wounded - no further growth is allowed - it’s a great deal - you get to cave in mentally - milk the cause of the damage as much as you can - write poems about it - glorify it - it is so much easier to feel miserable than recover - and so the cycle perpetuates - like a drug addiction - it is a fair thing that we remain damaged

get this - there is no point to recovery - if you choose to recover you will feel real (as opposed to nostalgic) pain again - you will get to kick yourself - but hey - that is what feelings are for - pain and joy

choose pain over numbness - grow up - find yourself - and don’t look for yourself in someone else’s eyes - don’t go getting your self-esteem off others - that would then just be be others-esteem now wouldn’t it?

the main reason it is easier to blame the other is because we know them better than we know ourselves - because our definition of ourselves is so shallow and off-the-mark, for having been based too much on the way others see us

you can hide from yourselves in the arms of another for only so long - eventually even they will notice that there is no one home

love yourself first (do the hard yards there) so you can maybe one day become somebody capable of loving another from your heart rather than just for theirs!

it is the difference between doing something remarkable and doing something to appear remarkable - yes there is a difference - since it is not what you do, only why you do it - motive over action every time - so live remarkably

life is a gift - we should be damn grateful - encourage our wounds to heal - tolerate the imperfections in ourselves and others - screw equality! - strive for and celebrate harmony - forgive everything - especially yourself - laugh - sing in the shower - just get over it - don’t hang around waiting for that compensation cheque - screw justice! - choose life again

and every now and then, hope that someone comes by and clips you around the ear, because we are all self-absorbed idiots! - it is just the degree that varies - and the way we choose to disguise it - and a clip around the ear can often fix that

posted by CatWhisperer at 5:38 am  

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Getting there is all the fun

Done Too Soon

Jesus Christ, Fanny Brice
Wolfie Mozart and Humphrey Bogart
And Genghis Khan and on to H. G. Wells

Ho Chi Minh, Gunga Din
Henry Luce and John Wilkes Booth
And Alexanders, King and Graham Bell

Ramakrishna, Mama Whistler
Patrice Lumumba and Russ Colombo
Karl and Chico Marx, Albert Camus

E. A. Poe, Henri Rousseau
Sholom Aleichem and Caryl Chessman
Alan Freed and Buster Keaton too

And each one there has one thing shared
They have sweated beneath the same sun
Looked up in wonder at the same moon
And wept when it was all done
For being done too soon
For being done too soon

Neil Diamond

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success is naught but task deletion
where from there am i to run
best to live for no completion
getting there is all the fun

gen-e-sis

posted by CatWhisperer at 12:13 pm  

Monday, February 25, 2008

Goodbye Larry Norman

Kudos evermore to Larry Norman. Gone home at last. See you in another land mate.

TKR

I know where i am going
And I know who I must be
Don’t care how long it takes because
There’s lots of things to see

Cross fade all the tracks
Don’t leave no spaces in between!

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SIMK

I grew up in San Francisco in a real rough neighborhood
Where they’d beat you bad if you were tough and worse if you were good.
But I came through those times with a lot of love
For those boys who knocked me down
And I pray someday I’ll see them, and we’ll be standing on sacred ground.

I am free…

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WSTD

They say to cut my hair
They’re driving me insane
I grew it out long
To make room for my brain

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GP3

I don’t believe in politics
While the masses stay unfed
Till the leaders change priorities
And supply the poor with bread

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SCF

Well my life is filled with songs
But I just could not get along without my friends
And I’m happy now, but when this good life ends
I know a better life begins.

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LIJ

Gonorrhea on Valentines Day (V.D.)
And you’re still looking for the perfect lay

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666

He walked up to the temple with gold in his hand
And he bought off the priests and propositioned the land
And the world was his harlot and lay in the sand
While the band played six sixty six.

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GAN

You are far across the ocean
In a war that’s not your own
And while you’re winning theirs
You’re gonna lose the one at home

Do you really think the only way
To bring about the peace
Is to sacrifice your children
And kill all your enemies

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RFD

As through this life you ramble and through this world you roam
You might live in a lot of places and never find your home.

As down the road you wander and through the open fields you cross
You must never stop believing for all is not lost.

And don’t worry ’bout the unfaithful lover and false friend
For the love that you have given is what matters in the end.

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CUIH

[Larry forget lyrics, which turn out to be]

Now I’m sitting in this garden in the middle of my days
And my memories drift and harden as the years they slip away

And I’ve been looking in this mirror at the age around my eyes
Time is such an earnest laborer, precision is his neighbor.
Lay my body in the ground, but let my spirit touch the sky.

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posted by CatWhisperer at 2:16 pm  
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